"Boy at the Window" Before You Read: Silly Childhood Fear

When I was little, I was afraid of height's on roller coasters. But now I think it's pretty fun and exciting like when your stomach tenses up. My worst time being afraid was in California Adventures, a roller coaster called "Screaming Mountain" and had real fun even though I was afraid of looking down. It actually went upside down, or looped and went at least 90-110 mph. So if I wanted to ride this roller coaster I closed my eyes all the time, but recently I rode this roller coaster in The Del Mar Fair and almost fell off the ride. I don't know what it was, when I got out my thighs were sore, neck was sore. Almost fell down if I didn't lose my grip, so I thought about playing basketball, going to school, childhood memories, close to death I held on throughout the ride. Would I have died or would I have been in a wheel chair, or another broken arm in which I already have broken. I'm lucky and I bless god that I"m here as of today.